The Long Cold Nights of June


It’s another year.
The days still hang with nights that slow a heart’s beat.
Clouds become as big and heavy as the sodden cheeks of mothers,
with the tears that have spilt,
soaking the ground where dogs stand barking.

I beat back the air, stamping my feet,
trying to kill death,
as my screams reach Heaven.
Did you ever hear them?
So loud  that they lasted forever,
as I tried to pull you back.
I tried to block the spreading grief,
with all my heart and all my strength,
and every shout of, “No! No! No!”
laying on your body,
looking for a trade,
trying to pull you back,
from the cold night and the darkness I couldn’t stop,
that blocked your cries from getting back to me.

Now I pray, Heaven keep you.
The dogs stand watching a heavy sky,
tears spilling on a cold night,
and there’s still a distant echo of -
“ no…no…no…”

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